I hate everything and everyone

I'm in that sort of mood just because my brother is just as much of a jerk as my sister is.

I swear, I can't wait until I can go to college and leave this stupid house with the stupid no-good siblings who treat me like shit and don't care about my feelings whatsoever. It's like I'm just someone to tease, and they don't care about how stressed I get, they don't care at all about my mental health in any way and I think I'm just going to explode.

I say something, and then he just says "shh" OVER AND OVER AND I JUST WANT TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE

I WISH MY FAMILY CARED ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND HEALTH AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT

HEY HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT HALF OF THE SHIT I DEAL WITH

THEY DON'T KNOW I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT SUICIDE

THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT CUTTING MYSELF

THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I HAVE SEVERE DEPRESSION

THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I HAVE ANXIETY

THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I HAVE PANIC ATTACKS

THEY DON'T KNOW ME OR ANYTHING ABOUT ME


-C